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Scary thought that in less than a month, all my stuff will be packed and moved, as will I. Yes, change is good. But it rather sucks when in progress. So much to worry about, hoping my truck won't decide to keel over, hoping nothing Bad happens at work that would merit getting fired, praying I might get a little bit of a raise, and wondering how I'm going to get everything done. Then there are the future worries, which include hoping I will be able to sleep during the day in the new place, praying we find a 4th, wondering whether I can even afford to take the trip I'd planned for in May, trying to justify seeing a doctor about my allergies, and finals/paper/etc.

Ick.

Now seems like a very good time to start living in the now.

Conflict in Iraq, conflict in me, conflict around me.

I need to work more, but I literally have no more free hours in which to do so.
I need to make more money, but to do so would require working more hours.

And ever so much more that isn't quite at the coherence stage yet, but which leaves dirty footprints all around my brain.

Mistrust the man who finds everything good,
the man who finds everything evil,
and still more the man who is indifferent to everything.

-Johann K. Lavater


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darkness_falls
Mar. 25th, 2003 08:47 am (UTC)
I like those quotes and believe me I know the feeling were you want to move in a direction and cant because it affects everything else - eg - want more money, but need to work more, dont have time, energy, etc to work more so end up stuck in the same place... oh gods I'm rambling...sorry, I'll stop now - toodles
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