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Sitting at Mom's house, waiting for the stone-age clothes dryer to finish. It's amazing, I actually had the time to check everything Iwanted to check on line. Even cleared out a weeks worth of backed-up beta-reading. Not that a whole lot of it was anywhere near ready to post, but I've been feeling kind of guilty about leaving them hanging.

Lately, I've been getting some ...interesting ideas for fics. Most of them are Star Wars, a few of them are original, and I may actually finish one of them, if I ever start writing it :). Wondering how I'm going to make it until Feburary. Hoping they son't screw Jaina over too badly.

Read something interesting today, been sticking in my brain. Some sociologist has this theory that the self is broken up into four pieces. Theres the part you see and others also can, the part you see and others can't, the part you can't see and others can, and the part noone can see. Put it all together and you get you. The way I see it, you have to see how others see you. Only by putting everything else together can you get a good idea of the last part. Soe there is a valid reason to care about how you look to others. It's not being self-centered, it's being self-aware.

On another note, I really hate being caught in the middle of two people. Makes me feel slimy and guilty to listen to one bashing the other. These are people I genuinely care about, and I don't want to hurt either one. At the same time, I'm afraid that if I try to take a stand, they'd hate me. It's enough to make me join a nunnery, makes me afraid to get in a a relationship if that's how it could turn out.

On that hapy note, have to go do dishes.


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Nov. 15th, 2001 09:04 pm (UTC)
That's not new, you know. I read in my chinese history book somewhere that each man was really three... Who he believes he is, who others believe he is, and who he really is. Bleh, I hope I'm not messing that up too much.
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